One chapter in an autobiography that I am reading talks about 'New Age Guilt'. The actor accurately tags the Lightsider penchant for masochism with this phrase. Guilt is part of the Light polarity. In New Age Guilt, the belief is that you are 'responsible for everything that happens to you and everyone you interact with'. This is a mixed bag of truth and lie and dirty laundry like this needs to be washed. It is a warped look at the path your Higher Self desires for experiences in each incarnation.

Read Matrix V Gold Edition for information on paths and polarities. I've heard many people say that we have nobody to blame for our situations but ourselves. This is not to be taken at face value. Remember, the Light polarity loves to suffer and heap blame on themselves.

The path your Higher Self chose (for shim's incarnation reading this segment) is loaded with situations where experiences needed will be met. You will find yourself in situations, both positive and negative, that allow you to experience and grow with the goals of breaking your many major and minor experiential loops. Your experiential loops are the keys to your experiences.

This does not mean that everyone who interacts with you and all situations you engage in are of your making. There are situations of random chance that can prove enlightening to you, depending on your stage of Advancement. For example, when I was in Mexico, I was followed by 2 teens attempting to sell me drugs. I kept walking away and saying 'no'. After a couple 'no' responses, they had the gall to say, "what's wrong with you?"! This was several years before I knew anything about Monroe. For me this was a random event. If I was a druggie, this could well have been a loop related event.

Another example: When you work with other people in an office or other setting, you can work with good people as well as with minions, assholes, cunts and other riff-raff. YOU are not responsible for them being there. They are NOT 'reflections of you' as the Lightsiders love to say in their quest to make everyone feel guilty. It is different situation if you choose to associate with people outside of work on your own time. THEN you are dealing with a personal level and these people must be looked at differently. I am certainly not responsible for the homophobes, Orion dominating Earther cunts, minions or other pieces of shit on the rocky road that I see in life. As is said, shit happens. That's part of living on this simultaneous planet when you are surrounded by people far from the level of Advancement you are in. A great part of the conflicts come from Low levels clashing with Mid levels who look down on Advanced levels who unfairly demand that Very Advanced and Awakened Finals cater to their every wish. This is part of the simultaneous path.

No guilt should ever be felt for the way things are. Anyone who tells you that you are responsible for all the shit you find when you are traveling the Rocky Road is spiritually unaware, wallowing in Light and one of the pieces of shit you need to walk around and beyond. They will eventually get over it when they Advance on their path. They are dependency-oriented people and seek to attach themselves to others to become psychic vampires and drain your energies. Tell them to 'fuck off'. Of course if you do, they will almost always open a torrent of Lightsider guilt wailing and moaning which will conclude with labeling you as 'Dark'. That's considered one of the 'nuclear weapons' in the Lightsider verbal arsenal. If they call you that, smile and realize that you have made progress and are headed to yin-yang balance because you are resisting conforming. Good for you! For lots more on this topic, you must read Matrix V Gold Edition.