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Rejection and Very Advanced Incarnations |
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Matrix 5 Gold
Edition Volume II: The Graduation Key - |
In my previous segment, I discussed parts of rejection and the Final Incarnation. This is a strong element in a Final’s path; however it is not the sole experience OF a Final Incarnation. To this, I will add more for you to consider.
Review my segment concerning the false plateau that the mid-Advanced levels beLIEve is the ultimate incarnational level. We ALL get to bathe in that level at some time in our path. Yet, at some time, we will come to realize that this just isn’t “it” and we move into the Very Advanced levels.
The Very Advanced levels are when things really get serious for the Higher Self’s incarnations. This is where intense Game loops must be broken, not just replaced with other loops. An example of that: for Low and Mid levels, standard Game religions are the one way/ the straight and narrow path, in their terminology. When the incarnations move from the Mid levels to the low-Advanced levels, religious conformity must be altered by the Game to try and contain their restlessness. Here you have the Game substituting the former mainstream religious control loop with another equally power taking, but still heavily Game: exotic religious experiences and fringe/non-mainstream religions. The need to find an external deity remains intact, as per the Game’s demands. HOW this remains is insignificant to the Game. The focus on external deity IS important to the Game. You must give your power away to appease the Game. As long as your power is given away, you cannot discover who you really are.
The Very Advanced want to pursue their power reclamation and dramatically increase connections to their Higher Self. Using the religious example above, this loop becomes one that the Very Advanced want to be rid of as soon as possible. It’s not easy, mind you. It is rather difficult. You must battle DNA commands and genetic structures as well as society and Game addicts. Welcome to one of the refining fires of your spirit!
In order for you to graduate, you must purge yourself of those very bothersome body and Game commands and demands to the significant level described in Vol 1. Again, it is NOT easy to do but you WILL do it by the time you reach your Final Incarantion. It takes several incarnations of energy in the Very Advanced levels to support each other and break these loops. One thing to remember is that because you are in the Very Advanced stages, your Higher Self (the real you) knows that you (the incarnation) is ready to handle the refining fires of this level.
This level introduces you to true loneliness, in stages, as you progress. The loneliness IS the refining fire being felt as you snap those experiential loops and break the experiential fences. Unlike a physical burning as religious mythology would have the gullible beLIEve in, the spiritual burning can be partially felt as rejection and loneliness. However this is NOT for bogus ‘sins’ that they would imagine you committed, but rather for daring to reclaim your power and travel down your individual path.
The lure to sooth this rejection/loneliness is to re-enter the Game who will smother you with acceptance as a defeat to that person’s Higher Self. That’s the lure. The Game says that it will fix and restore you to the way everyone likes you to be….to make you conform…to be sequential on a sequentializing Earth during EndGame.
Religion is one major loop. Another of the major loops is sexuality. For the Very Advanced struggling with this loop, you may discover that the opposite gender is throwing themselves at you with enticements. The body command structure knows that if you submit to this, the shorting out commands will reinforce the Game’s favor over you. If you reject their advancement, they label you as ‘gay/lesbian’ or try to find some identity problem with you that will heighten their requirement that you prove yourself to THEM by rejoining the herd, by moving backward on you path. The Game counts on these internal wardens.
I will say that in the very first incarnational dabbling from mid-Advanced to Very Advanced that this fire definitely may be too much and they pull back with deep spiritual regret. While this may appear as a defeat for the spirit, it is actually an experience that the Higher Self requires FOR that incarnation to assist other incarnations in that Higher Self’s Very Advanced stages. The incarnation who does go through this is NOT a Very Advanced but is actually a mid-Advanced level dipping their toe into the Very Advanced pool.
Know that it takes far more time for a Very Advanced to move through these loops than an Awakening Final Incarnation. Do not compare your path experiences at your level to those of a Final level. That is the Game’s way of trying to get you to give up on your path.
Returning to the sexuality loop: the struggling Very Advanced, upon repulsing the lure of the opposite gender, may then discover that mainstream gay types attempt to lure the Very Advanced to their position. For men, look for the flaming queen to approach or the gay slut. For women, look for that bull dyke or lesbian slut to make her moves. This is also a Game move because they are all body ID’d by wrapping themselves up in sex. I have never been one for the mainstream gay lifestyle. It just isn’t me, although parts of it can be quite amusing to watch.
The problem with the gay concept, in general, is that there is the illusion that if you are gay, you HAVE to be this way and that way…you HAVE to conform to certain standards of gayness. This is not what the Very Advanced dealing with the sexuality loop desire. We have other, lower on the path scale, incarnations experiencing this lifestyle just as we have multitudes of incarnations on the breeder path scale.
Being Very Advanced means you are looking to connect with your Higher Self in the ways of your spirit. Remember the nature OF the spirit – neither male nor female but you are both male AND female. When I’m asked about the effeminate type of male, I respond that if I was looking for a female type, I’d go after the real thing and not a cheap imitation. Taking into account the shorting out of the opposite gender physicals, for my Final Incarnation, I would require a male physical to express my full energies with in the 3rd density, hence the ‘gay’ tag. However my personal lifestyle is definitely NOT ‘gay’. It IS a physical expression of like attracts like. This is a concept that the Very Advanced will have to come to realize, and they will.
I have heard comments from Advanced incarnates similar to: “well, I’m gay so I have to be this way or do things that way”. This is conforming and sequential in attitude. It is of the Game. You are seeking to be part of the crowd identity. Accepting whatever ways you are because you are you is the only truly acceptable concept. If any of these ways fit into any particular Game lifestyle, no big deal, but you are not doing it because of that group. You are doing it because it is you. Note the victimhood feel of doing it because others are doing it too.
In breaking these loops and progressing in the Very Advanced stages, frustrations and loneliness multiply. You discover that people who used to like you no longer do. You get mocked. You get left alone. This starts off slowly, but the more you remain an individual, the more intense it gets in the areas that you strike out on your own. If you conform to the material or social worlds, you are accepted there but only as long as you conform or produce benefits to the group. Strike out on your own in family/affectional matters and see how long you are totally accepted. Note how they try to ‘save’ you and restore you. Beware of “family values”. That’s a concept of the Game and sequentialization. The acceptance or rejection levels will give you an indication of where those people are at on their paths.
Isolation increases in the Very Advanced as they break loops. The loop repair squads of the Game are out there, though. They appear as your body family, your co-workers, your neighbors, etc. You must learn to let them go if you are intent on pursuing your path. If you cannot be accepted for who you are, they never did really like you. They liked you for how you conformed only. Yes, it’s painful. Yes, it’s the refining fire of the spirit, part of your graduation process. It is similar to your final exams in college.
The search for like-minded incarnations of the Very Advanced is a real desire. You are seeking those Higher Self incarnations that are aspects of your Higher Self friends in the Game. If you are female and responses to your mental inquiry come via Very Advanced female incarnations, you must develop your recognition and response. If you are male and your are being met by male Very Advanced incarnations, you must develop your recognition and response. One will be of spirit and one will be of body ID. Which will you accept? This is part of your refining fire. Are you prepared to move into the spiritual level or are you still body ID’d? Your path….your choice.
There is a lot here for you to consider as the reader. As usual, there is far more that I can say about this. This is yet another heavy segment after my eventful trip. This is number 4 in this thread.