Q: "In the last week and a half, a number of scenes in my life have literally repeated themselves within a time
interval. And I was completely aware of them. On one occasion, I was sitting in a park reading a book. Many
people walked past. The book I was reading was about personal accounts of others during past wars and
other kinds of social unrest. At one point I noticed a person walk past. For some reason I focused on this
person for about 10-15 seconds, then continued reading. The material was interesting to me and I was thinking
a lot as I was reading. Then after a few minutes, I felt that I needed to raise my head. To my utter surprise, the
person I focused on only a few minutes ago walked past again, was doing the same walk, in the same way, in the
same place, right in front of me. I was a bit spooked and ended my reading session to leave the park.

This kind of thing has happened a number of times in the past but now it's happening more frequently (or I am
probably noticing them more and more). I would for instance get a text message on my phone, read it, put it away
and then do something. A few minutes later I would get the same text message again. The same message! I would check
my phone to see if the message was sent twice (in which case it would be recorded twice), but no. Sometimes it can be
as subtle as the program order on my computer changing for a few minutes, then changing back again. This does
not usually happen with the kind of computer I use.

These things seem to happen after moments of insight or during passive thinking. It would seem as if my awareness
skips from one reality/dimension to another, only with little differences between the two. Can you relate to any
of these experiences?

Here is also a possible topic to include in M5V3, if it's not already done -- "As within, so without. As without, so
within". I've been thinking about how this relates to the laws of the universe, particularly the fourth - The law of harmony and balance. You talked about "as above so below" in M5G in relation to the law of attraction. I would see if you have anything to write about this in the next edition of Matrix V.

I wait eagerly to see what will be released in the third edition. I hope it comes out before some real messed up shit happens. It seems clear now that the continental landmass of the US is changing with some old fault lines awakening into activity. Also with tension growing between the US and Israel, and with other political maneuvering, anything can happen. Perhaps another 911-like event to move the nasty agenda forward? Time will tell. But for the moment, the third edition is one of the events I look forward to. Keep up your good and helpful work, and thanks!

A: All I can say is strange things are happening ALL over in different ways to different people. This is part of the Graduation vibration. I have many strange things happen every week around me. 

Vol III is coming along well with several very Advanced segments. Vol III is a higher tone than Vol II which was higher than the Gold edition. Planned publishing in September. Yes, I want to see it out too. Volume II is the Graduation Key. Volume III is The Journey. Now you know! 

Hang in there

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Q: "The statement "M5 readers are FAR more mentally prepared than others who think that life will go on forever as it has been." is so true.  I thought to myself what state of understanding I would be in if it were not for M5 and you personally. I would have NO clue as to how to interpret the conglomeration of strange events and phenomenon occurring in the world. Almost anything could happen right now and I would be able to at least put it in a context and continue to function.

I feel the point now that you are making more clear about the acceleration of EndGame. I can't tell you how much I am looking forward to Volume III. I am thinking about your offer to consider segments based on reader suggestions. I think that is a great idea and will look forward to seeing what other readers ask about. Will you identify the segments as having been reader requested?

The one thing that still irritates me almost every day is the ability to hear that irritating hum. There has been more about it on the net lately too. Last night it was so loud it bothered my dog. I had a pretty bad headache and as the hum pulsed so did my headache. I have read every explanation form aliens tunneling, underground bases, to an electronic net they've created as possible sources.

I have to wonder if it may be the mechanism they used to spread the May 1st depression we all experienced. I have also considered it may be some of the electronics they use to attack the Planetary Spirit. Since Simultaneous incarnates have a different vibration I speculate as to if it is tuned just to affect us? If you ever come across any information on this hum it would be of great interest to me in regards to Volume III. I can send you some of the internet links and a further personal description if you ever find any interest in it.

A: I'm glad M5 has been such an assist to you on your path. No, I will not be pointedly telling what segments are reader inspired. Many segments are just by something someone brought up that I followed up on. As for you hum, I have nothing to say and, not having experienced it, will not have anything to write about it. It's far more a physical thing than a Vol III item.

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Q: I just started reading your material about a month ago. I understand about synchronicity. I found out that my girlfriend and I are going to have a baby, literally two days before I received your book. I know that if I had read the book first, I wouldn't have had a kid, which by the way is something that I wanted most of my life. I think because of the timing that I chose to experience having a kid in this lifetime. I see a lot of good coming from it, however, I am concerned about having a minion incarnate. If that is how it is going to be, then so be it. I was just curious to know if there is anyway to tell. The baby is probably due in November. I know that Robert Monroe has CD's on connecting with the baby's soul. What are your thoughts? Just a little confused on the subject. How to deal with a my girlfriend is an easier issue, that is just going to take some adjusting. After I read the book, I understand a whole lot more on the Orion influences and why she acts the way she does. My concern is more on how to raise a kid properly without any brainwashing.

A: Breeding issues are something that must be dealt with by the individual incarnations. Breeding and opposite gender co-habitation issues are pure Game and what each Higher Self must come to terms with via their incarnations. Of course breeding during latter EndGame vastly increases the chance that one will have a minion incarnation. Your Higher Self knows what will happen and that's something you will discover. That's part of your decision TO breed. If all you're interested in is breeding, it shouldn't matter if it is a minion. After all, you still have the result of your breeding. At my stage of progression, I have moved beyond breeding and the destructive opposite gender co-habitation swamps. Yet this is something that each Higher Self's Very Advanced and (ultimately) Final Incarnation do come to terms with: stripping away the body ID and preparing for Graduation. Breeding and opposite gender intimate co-habitation indicate that your Higher Self's incarnation is not yet ready for Graduation and, at the very least, is not your Final. Of course this is a complicated process, but different aspects of that process are discussed in all the M5 segments. Meanwhile do 
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Q: The Matrix V book is opening up a new spectrum for me. My awareness is expanding and I am applying the materials wherever I can: I booed the Vogon use of 'Earthling' in the new movie "The Hitchhiker's Guide to the Galaxy." At the moment, I will have to embark on another leg of the journey with the following books you recommended: Monroe's books, Astral Travel, M5 Volume II (which i just ordered), and The Christ Conspiracy. I studied the Scientology technology for two years straight (entered as a natural Clear) and applied it "in the field" for over two decades. In addition, I used Carlos Castaneda's books as a metaphysical guide. I got tested on this material frequently and graduated from it. In 2002 the David Icke books came into my life and now, the M5 project. In my enthusiasm, I immediately started writing to you and, erroneously, thought I had achieved True Balance. I know now, I achieved the Yin yang balance. With new concepts to contemplate and new experiences entering my life I will be busy for a while to come. It takes what it takes. Again, thanks 
for putting this material out.

A: I'm glad M5 is such an assist to you on your path. It was the aliens who coined the term 'Earthling' to attempt to keep us subservient to them. I would be surprised if they didn't use it. Castaneda was a Dark shaman. M5 Vol II will take you on a deeper journey in the M5 project. With Vol II, you will be able to access the post Vol II segments on the website. Have fun.

 

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Q: I'm re-reading Vol. 1 and on page 17 you say that there are areas of our galaxy that are light polarity and some that are dark. Since we're in a dark polarity I was wondering if you could describe what some of the light polarity areas are like. Do they have religions and governments? Would they have like things like corporations? Would the geography and "people" of some of these areas be anything like Earth?

A: It is not for us to know that much depth of the galaxy, as you ask while we are simultaneously incarnated. The reason some sequential information exists is due to alien meddling on Earth and Orion/Sirian boasting. If they would not be interfering, we would not have the information we do have. That, too, is covered in M5. Your answers will have to wait until you Graduate.

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Q: Recently, I was hired to a new job where I anticipated much positive outcome. A lot of personal goals of mine are starting to be fulfilled and this is very valued. All of these new changes feel very welcomed in my life. However, the problem that I am seeking help with is advice on how to interact with others, especially those that are heavily involved in the game. Part of my new job is being social with the general public, which I realize is something that I feel much regret about doing. I find interactions extremely banal and draining, even though I do not intend for them to be so.

My main problem, is a coworker who perfectly fits the description of an Orionized female. In such a regard, she is unknowingly hostile with me. I find that she does not have any comprehension of her rude acts, though she does posses a very strong willed attitude. She constantly pulls me aside to tell me bawdy (boring) stories that are mostly, moralistic in tone. What I would like is help with interacting with her. She hardly listens to the things I say, and I feel that this is not a situation where I can simply tell her to "fuck off." Which she rightly should!

A: These types of problems are something where you'll have to decide what to do. I work with cunts as well. Giving them the cold shoulder/ignoring them (except for work matters) does give the indication that you want to be left alone. Don't cater to them JUST because of their gender. That's what they are counting on. If they persist on bothering you, tell your boss you're being sexually harassed. That phrase puts the fear in them. The are counting on only females using it, but it can prove effective in reverse. It's meant as an Orion control device on males, so it can be beneficial for a guy to use it on them. But, just like each path is individual, so is each response to situations. Do what YOU gotta do.

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Q: I am from India. I received your M5 book and have read it almost all of it. You mentioned that all incarnations take place at the same time. When I was 5 years old, my mother was driving me home .I felt compelled to shift my eyes to my left and there they were -2 girls approx. 7-8 yr.s old and 4 yr.s old (I figured). It was a bright sunny day and while I felt compelled to look at them ,I also felt repelled at the same time for some inexplicable reason. I was afraid that if I shifted my gaze that they would disappear. They looked familiar to me and I stared intently trying to figure out who they were. I got a shock of my life! I recognized them to be me!!! I asked myself how can this be? I stared even harder at them and then came to the realization that yes, they were me! Then I thought, 'no, which one of them is me?' They were white girls with blond hair and did not look like me at all. I could not differentiate either one separately as me. So I said 'okay, I am both these girls.'  If I did not have this experience I could not grasp that all my incarnations existing at the same time. I agree now that there is no such thing as karma. If those girls did not go out of my vision, I would have stared more intently for an understanding of how they could be me.

A: Matrix V has been well received by Indian readers and I'm glad that you find it beneficial to your path. Remember now that all simultaneous path incarnations are at the same moment but not the same time period. They are scattered throughout Earth history. You may have a vision of another of your incarnations, but they would not be all here in 2005. The vision would be for some specific purpose for you and not just idle curiosity. Keep yourself open to changes and pay attention to your observations. Religion is a trap as is karma connected to one's incarnational manifestations.
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Q: I am writing to you from a small village in southern Scotland where I have just taken a week off work to read Matrix V. There are no words to explain everything I am feeling - the main point is that I have been looking for this material for a long time and wanted to say thank you for putting it out there. If anything, my sense is that I am a transitional incarnation - moving beyond any need to have a relationship, give my power away (to anyone who would have it!), be part of the New Age ... and that is challenging, exciting, scary but so absolutely the right thing for me to be doing. I have remembered that when I was around 13/14 I wrote in my journal 'ultimately we are alone, and if we cannot face that aloneness, we can never happy'. I didn't understand what it meant - my mother was horrified - but I have never forgotten those words. Having read MV, I am at last beginning to get a feel of what they might mean for me in this incarnation. 

A: Thanks for your comments. I'm glad M5 is of use to you on your path. M5 is an evolving project, hence Vol 2 and then the segments since Vol 2 on the site. Do what is best for you and your path and the hell with the rest.

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Q: With all the media hype, and the amazing mind controlled population of catholics (and others), I laughed at reading your observations about the Pope. At last some reality! It also reminded me of an interview done by Jon Rappoport with an ex-catholic priest who is obviously a very advanced incarnation. The interview was done in 2 parts in March 2002. I pasted them together and made a PDF file, which is attached for your enjoyment. Its worth the read.

A: Interesting read. Rappoport  would benefit from reading the M5 series, since he's still searching for an external 'god'. It's a major jump to stop the external search and deal with the internal. Yet, demanding that 'god' have a one on one conversation with him is the arrogance of personality and body ID. The spirit already knows that shim is shim's own 'god', but needs to deal with that properly in his own Dominant and Final Incarnations. The body 'conscience' can use the weapon of doubt to try and keep the advancing spirit from probing too deeply, with such impluses as 'if god doesn't appear to you...you're wrong about the whole thing...or...you're not worthy...or...the devil is behind this, etc. These are part of the challenges of entering the Very Advanced stages.

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Q: Have you noticed that when a star or maybe someone you know gets plastic surgery, their vibration significantly lowers? This is something I notice in people. I've known some, friends of my mother's for instance, who have had some work done, or someone on TV who suddenly has no wrinkles, and their aura/energy field changes significantly, it's as if I can just see them "sinking" down into their bodies and what they radiate changes entirely. 

A: I only know one person (female, of course) who has had some plastic surgery. You are correct in your observation. 

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Q: A point about the word 'pope' is the use of the letter 'p' in his name. The letter 'p' is part of a lot of words used in english (the current dominating, limited language of confusion) to bind and control earthers physically, mentally and emotionally: Penal System, Police, Politics, Psychology (why is there a 'p' in 'psychology' but there is no 'p' sound thus no need for it?...because the 'p' is one of their symbols). More words used in everyday life that tie into the binding and controlling of the population include 'President' and currently, the most popular binding 'P' word in the U.S. is 'Patriotism' ("Ahhh...the smell of fear and conformity", said the controllers). 'P' can also be spun around to be a '6' even if it has a slightly different shape...and of course the number 6 is used in a lot of their rituals. I could go on and on but the point is made...they are Psychotic ('P' again) in their obsession with ritual(s). A true reptilian trait. 

A: I agree with everything about 'p' except the number 6. The control number is 4 for the 4 pillars of control, 4 posts of a fence, 4 walls of a room, etc. 6 is a most beneficial number and one with a special vibration for Graduation. Well I learn something new everyday. I appreciate the info. That makes sense though.....if they push '6' as so called 'evil', it would make sense that it actually plays a role in graduation.

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Q: I do t o t a l l y understand what you've repeatedly said about Higher Self access. However, my conundrum is that I've consciously been inside my Higher Self and seen HS from the outside a few times in dreams; it wasn't until I read MV that I understood where I'd been and what I'd seen. The experience of consciously being inside my Higher Self took place in April 1980 and it is an experience I have cherished all these years. I left my body, found myself bouncing on the ceiling; the most incredible light "came" and then I found myself within. At the time I didn't see any of my other incarnations. It was what I felt when I was there that to this day, I have difficulty finding the words to describe....  Once back in body it was hours before I could speak. One could say, I've been trying to get "back in" ever since! It's thanks to the wisdom and keys in both books that I realise a lot more wisdom and experience (plus loop severing) was/is needed before possibly being consciously within. The books have also helped me come to the awareness that my Higher Self also communicates with me through the paintings I create. 

A: Jumping back into yourself allows you to travel up the crown chakra and into your Higher Self, if permitted by your Higher Self. 

Q: Am still looking around Focus 12 for the "entrance" to HS but, darn it, I keep losing consciousness and can't remember where I've been! However, all is not lost as very often I wake up with a huge grin on my face and feel absolutely wonderful. 

A: Bob Monroe told me that the key to Higher Self access is in Focus 12 and the way to do it is, once in Focus 12, you jump back into yourself. IF you are meant to have Higher Self access, you will. If not, don't worry about it. Higher Self conscious access is limited to Dominants and your Final. 

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Q: Alas, we're in the crunch period of Endgame and it's such a mess. I often wonder how much worse it can get before it gets better. From watching 'V', the original, the final battle and then the series, it seems Earth will suffer much if the reptilians and their allies show up, and stay. The controllers of Earth are also working hard along their own agenda. This, coupled with the Earth changes and the local difficulties resulting from Earther and Minion incarnates and their demands makes for quite a scene, lots to observe, not always easy to deal with. What a difficult time to incarnate in! I'm really eager to see how it all turns out. I often think about the chaos period that is slowly unraveling, what it would 
be like. The handbooks have been very helpful in suggesting that a way to get through this period is to be an observer and move in the movement of the chaos. This will allow for being at the right place at the right time as opportunities show up in the midst of the mess. Do you have any idea now what will happen to the DNA commands (both male and female portions) of those humans who survive the chaos? It seems to me that it would be best to be in a position not to interact 
much with females who are 'under the influence', if they survive. It would be great to have the vast majority of female survivors be very advanced incarnates who can handle the commands if they're still present. Any thoughts you'd like to share on this? 

A: The body ID commands will remain as long as Earth is the simultaneous planet. Once the Planetary Spirit Graduates, life will be eliminated on Earth. That's the only time that the DNA commands cease: the extinction on Earther human life. Otherwise females will continue to drain male energies. It doesn't matter HOW Advanced the spirit is in a female body. It is the basic nature of the physical to do that. That you even have a body ID interest like this shows that your experiential loop of opposite gender attraction is alive and well even if somewhat subdued. You're still flopping around with cunts and getting drained, so the loop is intact. It is also your body ID that cannot conceive of Earther humans becoming extinct while the Game goes on. Meanwhile, you gotta do what YOU gotta do...and that's fine. Have fun!

Q: I made one more trip to Monroe about a week ago for starlines. It'll likely be my last trip there. The course was great, especially the astronomy part, and Franceen put together some useful material for references, that also further increased my interest in the subject. I had tons of experiences and wrote over 50 pages in my diary. Maybe I'll write some of my thoughts and experiences for a more general audience at some point in the future. It's a possibility at this point. The main focus levels used were 34/35, 42 and 49, with explorations of the solar system, the local stars (Acturus system, Orion belt stars the Pleiades, Alpha and Omega system and Sirius), then moving beyond to larger structures, finally to the galactic center. There were also opportunities to explore neighbouring galaxies. The vehicle used to move from 34/35 to 42 and then to 49 is called 'Voyager 8'. Lots of stories to tell on that one. Many experiences resulted from these journeys. Exploring this solar system was great fun. Some of the planets, such as Jupiter, have some very fascinating interdimensional portals, and the sun was fun to explore too. Some of the highlights were visiting a place much like F-27, which has a more extensive library. There I met with beings that work with a higher node of my Higher Self. I received a rote that was incredibly powerful. Most participants clicked out during this exercise (Wednesday night). I felt I couldn't take it, and went to bed right after this experience without even writing anything down. Many places and objects were explored. Some places in existence seem to be timeless and the space goes on forever in every direction. In general the energy during the entire week was powerful. On one journey I managed to perceive my Higher Self cluster from a distance above it. The energy was rather strong, almost unbearable! Later, at the end of the program, I saw a drawing/image of the exact being I saw in a book written by one Japanese participant who had attended starlines a number of times. That was synchronistic and good verification. I also managed to see my Higher Self from the outside. 

A:  I'm glad you're enjoying the experiences that you have been having. The Institute keeps having participants mess around with the Planetary Spirit by adding energy into the main crystal which is very Dark in intent by those who are orchestrating it as a Light concept. I refused to participate in that when I was last there. I'm glad you saw the Graduation Key as well. Things are moving along with that.

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Q: I do hope this correspondence finds you in good health and spirits. I do not recall finding any information (warnings or otherwise) in your material or R. Monroe's regarding psychic protection while astral traveling. Although there is strict warning in Gavin & Yvonne Frost's publication 'Astral Travel' against traveling without first setting-up a psychic barrier. Have you found any validity or reason to go through such rituals prior to leaving?  Have you any experience with the T-1 Takyon Capsule or NSR-PFF Protective System and would they be useful and/or adequate for this purpose? Also, is there a real psychic threat while under general anesthetic?

A: My materials are loaded with protective advice. That you can't "recall" this after reading the books indicates that the M5 series is not for you. Similarly, Monroe also has his version of protections. The T-1 has zero protective abilities other than what it is designed to do. Any stage of unconsciousness from sleep to whatever can open one to attack more easily than if awake. Yet, even awake, one can be zapped by astral violence. This is mid-Advanced stuff, though, and probably where you are, especially since you invoke mythological deities like the christian pantheon for assistance. Stick with what is comfortable for you and where you are on your path. 

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Q: This quote from your recent segment, "Sequential aliens have been trying different methods to keep us and the Planetary Spirit from spiraling out of the Game. Some of their techniques involve using various craft to manipulate Earth's grid points in order to subdue the Planetary Spirit........" seems to relate to the images on this site. 

Again this has to be a link since it involves images. My question is, since the Planetary Spirit is solar based are these the ships you were referring to? At the bottom of each page is a link to the next one. On the last page in the series he has this quote, "Constant work, from very large ships. is this all one civilization, or several? Is it the Elohim? Perhaps Orion's Mintaka, or Sirius. in a galaxy this old and large there must be many others." 

A: It's not quite correct to say the Planetary Spirit is "solar based". Earth's Planetary Spirit is Earth based. The solar connection is the Planetary Spirit's Higher Self. The Nature Spirit path is significantly different from ours. Anyway, your question isn't phrased clearly so I am not quite sure WHAT the fuck you're asking me! The ships jamming alien energy into the Earth grid are 3rd density. 

An excellent author on the planetary grid is Bruce Cathie who wrote The Energy Grid. He refers to how certain alien groups are trying to keep the Earth spirit contained. Take his information and add mine from the M5 segments and you get a better picture of what's going on. Excellent book.

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Q: The tibetan monks definitely have some alien influence in their information and practices. I read a book quite a few years back called "The Third Eye" by T. Lobsang Rampa . It was a pretty good book) that talks about the "high lama" 
initiations and astral experiences with insectoid like aliens. Also, the monks do a lot of chanting w/certain tones and just 
because the word 'spiritual' is often associated (by some people) with the monks' particular practice, many people assume that the chants are beneficial to everyone. Just as tones/chants can be used for positive effect, they can also be used for negative effect relative to the affected individual or group. 

A: You are, of course, correct about chant usage. If a monk doesn't like you, he can chant Dark chants that sound as good as Light chants. I have not read any of Rampa's books, but I know there are a significant group of Lightsiders who love them. I heard about him in the 80's.

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Q: Just wanted to share some of my insights. Haven't finished reading Matrix V but get so much joy out of knowing I'm on "the right track" as described by you that I want to let you know. A few weeks ago I got the message of my Higher Self I was in true balance. Shortly after, I became aware of your book which I purchased. Nothing new there. Have been aware of the aliens since 1948 when I again incarnated. Ran through the whole gamut of being victimized, the victimizer, hateful, friendly to neutral. Although I could go out-of-body for decades I got slammed back in for the past two decades, possibly to become more grounded. Don't like it but work with it. At this point I am slowly beginning to differentiate 
between the various alien faculties although I still don't have complete understanding of their various purposes. Somewhere inside I still seem to want to "save the planet" although I am now more interested in spiraling out and see I can't change the Game. Anyway, your communications are giving me the last pieces of the puzzle I've worked so long to complete. Thanks! Love it! 

A: I'm glad you find the M5 segments beneficial. 2 points: as long as you want to 'save the planet', you cannot be in "true balance". Also, refer to segments on balance and Balance in the M5 books. You have to strive for yin/yang balance first. Keep reading

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Q: There was a show on the discovery/animal planet channel on Sunday that was a faux documentary regarding 
dragons. Basically, the plot was that these scientists find dragon remains in a mountain that was covered (now melting) in ice along with some 16th century soldiers who died trying to kill the dragon. blah blah. During the narration (of the "jungle" dragon) they made it clear that humans learned about fire from the dragons...that made me chuckle. The domain name (http://www.dragonsarecoming.com) is amusing in of itself but nothing really sticks out about the web content if 
one already saw the show. 

A: Since 'dragons' really refers to reptilian aliens and genetically engineered Earther humans, it is correct to infer that 'dragons' gave Earther humans fire. Fire also has several meanings.

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Q: I took a step back from the material for a while - it's been a long time since I have written you but have kept up on the web site. I am 35 never married and no children. I spent over a year deeply involved in your materials and others trying to get some sort of grasp for why I felt the way I felt. It was a full two years of being extremely alone but having one revelation after the next. Then I hit a wall - I wasn't developing on any level just being alone and eventually bored. My dream skills vanished as well as my focus - it seemed I was in limbo. I had no money and was barely holding a job. 
I had a bisexual experience that was unfulfilling. So I rejoined the Game. Now I have a job where I can potentially make very good money if I continue to play the Game. My plan is to make money to go to school to be trained in bodywork which I feel is my next developmental step. My question has taken a long time to form. I feel stuck between two worlds. On the one hand the world is a cesspool and I want so much to Graduate and get the fuck out of here. On the other I play the Game to make enough money to put myself in the situation to keep developing. I find it difficult to play the Game and work with the materials both. Now it appears the Graduation Party will be much smaller than you originally thought 
ever since the revelation you had. The thought of having to continue this charade on another planet makes my stomach upset. I have far to go and not much time to do it in. I'm afraid that by joining the Game again I'll miss out on Graduation. 

A: You have not asked a question, just stated circumstances surrounding your current status. Having a bisexual experience JUST to have one, will not result in spiritual Advancement at all. The same gender sex is not the goal, however it can be a link to more based on who the spirits incarnating those bodies are. Sex must be the bonus and link to more and not the reason for the hook-up. You have to do what YOU have to do. ALL choices have consequences whether you choose the Game or the alternate path. No matter what choices you make, you will disappoint someone. My advice in M5 is advice. Do what you will with it.

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Q: Hello Author. I've read both M5G Volumes starting 3 years back. My life was turned upside down and I learned a great deal. The knowledge was thrilling but at the same time I had a lot of trouble knowing what I should do next. I'm only 22 and been in and out of college. Its seems that with the rapidly decaying state of the world there not much point in pursuing a major degree/career. My advanced perspective and unusual interests has alienated me from family and friends and I feel very alone. Just one person to share with could make all the difference but that seems very unlikely. I realize 
there is a purpose in this isolation but I feel I'm beyond the threshold of what I can handle on my own. Everything has been building up and without any support I feel I'm nearing collapse. 

I am interested in observing 3rd density dynamics but the vibrations around here are very harsh. I just don't seem to have much purposeful future on this planet and am strongly considering suicide to move on to higher matters. I don't understand what my HS intended for me in this life. My requests for guidance/signals seem to have been ignored. I believe that things happen as they are meant to but I don't understand why this is what was meant for me. The only things keeping me here are curiosity of what will happen and guilt over hurting others. My motivation/will are running thin and I'm open to any thoughts from anyone. Sorry to dump this on you but your one of the few people on the planet who could understand.  Dreamer4ever

A: This is commentary on your current situation, not really a question and definitely not a question about M5. As long as you choose the position of "dreamer4ever", you cannot progress. You have to stop the dreaming and get on with your incarnation's purpose. Isolation (as it is with me too) can definitely surround you when dealing with M5 style Advancements. I have no one in my area either, so I do as best as I can even though I'd rather there was someone around.

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Q: I still have sexual attraction for females as well and I am not attracted to males at all. However I seek to keep my distance from females for reasons that are obvious to us both. Effeminate males also have made passes at me but I wasn't interested as well. So now I am caught between a rock and a hard place because I still have my DNA commands active but yet my spirit has advanced well beyond being confined by the game. I'm to the point where If people don't like me 
they can f*ck off as far as I'm concerned. I have to live my life all alone then so be it I am ready for whatever is next. I HAVE ALSO FOUND OUT IT IS BETTER FOR A INCARNATION THAT IS SPIRALING OUT TO BE ALONE. I think it is better to be alone until you can find like minded incarnates. The loneliness can be painful sometimes but it is necessary for spiritual growth. The lesser advanced cant really help you anyways. I will not be seeking any type of friendship/companionship from the lesser advanced any more. 

MY question is that since I can see there is at least one person that is experiencing the same exact situation I am, once the refining fires passes will we both be at the same point as well? Plus you also mentioned how we have higher self buddies from pre game life would any of your buddies wind up at the same point as you in a similar incarnation? I just think it is interesting to see that someone is going through a mirror of what I am going through. 

A: If you have to type f*ck instead of fuck, then the M5 materials are NOT for you!  In your last paragraph, you ask questions that reek of conformity. If nothing else, you should have been aware enough, by reading the M5 segments, that being at the same place as others is not what individuality is about. Your use of a 'mirror' is sequential and not simultaneous. I am NOT your personal teacher. Any further sequential-based questions will go without comment and THAT will be your answer.

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Q: I have become more and more isolated over the last 4-5 months in particular. At first I was curious as to why this was happening. I inquired but did not receive an answer. So I accepted it as part of my growth and left it alone. Last Friday night I dreamt that my consciousness was present in this beautiful golden colored sky. The golden sky was punctuated with golden little lights, the sky was a light gold and the little golden lights like stars almost, were of a more pronounced, deeper golden color. It was a very blissful, peaceful feeling. Then right in front of my consciousness (as perceived in the dream) a majestic higher-self "jelly" floated by, and It too was radiating in shimmering gold. It floated slowly, deliberately, and as "I" rotated I was able to float over it, and looking down I was able to see the incarnation streams going downward and lots coming upward, as if into Itself. Then I realised that the golden little lights were actually higher self jellies, lots of them. They were all floating gracefully, intently, and there was a slight hum radiating from them as well. Obviously when I woke up I immediately logged on to MV2 site and when I read the Author's segments on isolation and growth, I understood then that my isolation has a deep role in my continuing growth.

A: Good for you....self-discovery is an internal and very individual matter, as you should have gathered from the M5 segments. The isolation is part of one's path in the Very Advanced, as per that segment too, and even more so for a Final.

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Q: I would like to share some a personal observations and perhaps you will can me some further insight in terms of how I can maintain my present path. I find that the majority of individuals I come across in my daily life, especially at work are of a low level of advancement when it comes to spirituality. Recently within the past few months I started working in a majority female populated(85-90 percent) work environment. Of course most of the females there are heavily into breeding, marriage, "finding a man", etc. 

Personally I am not into the type of behavior that the majority of individuals there participate in. I mean I have read both M5 vol 1 and vol 2. I am considered "eccentric" by others that I come into contact with it. So it is obvious that I would not find any like minded individuals there. The females notice that I am at an age where I "should" either have a girlfriend, be married, or have had at least one child. I find some of them indirectly trying to see who can "score" me first. But I have thus far no girlfriend, have never been married, and I don't have any kids. The females think I am gay because I don't make passes to them. I jokingly told one of the females that I was bisexual, so that she would leave me alone. I have found that one homosexual, who is definitely a low level incarnate, thinks I am gay/bisexual because the females who work there have told him I am. Personally I am not into effeminate males, especially ones that hang around and gossips with females all the time. On a side note this homosexual male has since stopped speaking to me at all (higher vibration) and told me why, which I thought was childish. 

Anyway, it seems that I am in this situation for a reason, however long it may last. I am learning much about the female nature from direct experience. What I have observed and experienced so far though has disgusted me to a point that I cannot tolerate it much longer. I find myself becoming isolated by the majority of my co-workers. Three coworkers, one who happens to be a homosexual and the other two who are females have tried to irritate and intimidate me. They have used low level tactics to try and figure me out. All three of them tried to verbally irritate me by questioning my sexuality indirectly and being vulgar and low level about it. It disgusted me. 

I feel like I am in a unique situation, because I have no physical attraction for males, but I enjoy male company better in terms of similar interest. But not many individuals male or female have similar interests as mine or are trying to move in a similar direction. I have sexual physical attraction for females, but I am at the same time repulsed by there nature and some there actions, and at times dislike being around them. 

I don't know how advanced I am, but I must be starting to spiral out, because of the type of individuals I am coming into daily contact with. 

I am getting more and more lonely. What can I do to make sure I maintain the path that I am on and get out of my present disgusting work environment? 

A: I totally empathize with you. I hope you paid attention to my latest segment on Rejection & The Final Incarnation. While that refers specifically TO the Final, many segments apply to those in a Very Advanced level. The Game is rejecting YOU because you will not be bound by the Game. Your frustrations are those of being surrounded by Game players who are constantly trying to pull you back in either through the standard breeder route or even the flaming queen route. Both are contrary to what the Very Advanced incarnations are searching for. The females are trying to lure/shame you so that the shorting out process can subdue your spirit, as per my segments in Vol 1. The flamer is trying to lure you with the empty road sexual route which is a base level of the gay experience - a mutation of the Higher Self interaction of like to like. Neither is comfortable to you because you are moving beyond it. <I certainly do not identify with the mainstream gay lifestyle although I can see humor in much of it as an entertainment level. 

You ARE in a unique situation. You are moving down YOUR unique path which causes you to stand out in the crowd of Game players. I am totally isolated where I am, so I know how you feel although opposite gender lures are totally worthless to me because I know of the shorting out process and conforming to the gay mainstream lifestyle has never been for me either - too much riff-raff. You are undergoing a refining of spirit and are in a difficult stage. The refining fire is intense and severe....been there/done that.

Remember to trust in your Higher Self. The end result will be SO rewarding for you and the refining fire will pass.

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Q: A few comments on your recent segments. After reading segments 041228-050115 I noticed something. First, regarding your graduation segment. I don't generally get "choked up" when reading your material but this segment did effect me and I did feel something. So a heart felt "good for you" is the best I can express it. Second, I noticed that you "feel" different to me in the 2005 calendar segment than you do say in the graduation segment. The segments that I generally find amusing tend to "feel" different than the others. But, the graduation segment feels different (as best as I can recall) from ALL of the previous segments. I am presently at the beginning of a 15 day fast. During this time I intend to review ALL the matrix material I have to see how I feel about it now and I also intend to re-ignite my attempts at concious astral experiences. So, good for you and thanks much. 

A: Thanks for your observations. Yes, I'm a different person after my trip as per the Graduation segment. It is reflected in that plus the two ones following. Due to a series of events while away, I've become significantly different or rather enhanced. Your comments are appreciated.

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Q: I wanted to tell you, to corroborate what you wrote in your latest segment, things in my life have been DEFINITELY speeding up like crazy for the past two, three months or so. I've been running into people I know that I haven't seen EVERYWHERE, and rekindling some old friendships from as long as a decade ago; on Friday night I had a dream come true when I got to play guitar with a quasi-hero of mine under a bridge downtown in front of a hundred people at 4 am; I quit my corporate job at the end of December and since then I've had several new massage clients just show up out of nowhere; my creativity has been at an all time high...things are definitely happening, my higher self is orchestrating many events, and I got the impression before the new year that 05 would be a very intense year with a lot of shit going down for everybody, on a global and a personal scale. It warms my heart to hear that you had that connection with those incarnates that you did, that's a beautiful thing.

A: Thanks...hang on to your incarnational hat...STUFF is on the move.

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Q: Many thanks for the info you have disseminated, it has been and continues to be of great value to my evolving perspective. I have waited to ask a question for some time as usually answers are found in further reading of your material and reading others questions. However something in your latest post; Graduation Events, had me thinking about a similar question that has been on my mind for a bit. In your post you state that while this planet and many of its inhabitants are preparing for Graduation from 3rd density existence there is yet another planet preparing for the next simultaneous experience, and that (correct me if I misinterpreted this) those who are not ready for Graduation at this time will continue their simultaneous experience on the next planet.

Now I thought that the nature of the simultaneous experience was having many, many incarnations at once during a given window of "time" and the window of "time" for this planets simultaneous experience is closing shortly. So won't all the simultaneous incarnates existing now Graduate from this planet although not exactly at the same point in time during the window of simultaneous existence. The way I interpreted your post was that some of the simultaneous incarnates experiences on this planet will bleed over into the next simultaneous planet. This relates to a previous question on my mind 
regarding Robert Monroe's experiences with the beings of future earth who only take on human forms temporarily, then leave the containers (bodies) in energy balloons until further use as well as having the ability to take the form of any other creature on the planet. These beings said that in order to live as they live one must at least live one life during the dissonant times of earths existence prior to the harmonic time. Are these beings post-graduate beings or beings training for the next simultaneous experience? Hopefully I have worded this clearly enough for you to understand my question(s). 

A: Your questions are well formed. I'm glad M5G is of benefit for you on your path. I can see how that one would assume that all simultaneous incarnations would graduate together. I thought so at first as well. However you graduate when it is your time. There is nothing that says a Higher Self cannot continue the simultaneous experience on more than one planet. Graduation is an individual choice/experience. Unlike the sequentials who progress as a massive group, the simultaneous progress as individuals and then reunite with pre-Game friends, if they so choose, for Graduation. This segment you refer to is new information. Something to remember is that you are not forced out of the Game. Your Higher Self CHOOSES when to finish and move on to other types of experiences. The complexities of the Game and its participants are not as simple as I try to show in M5G. When I view the magnitude of certain facets of it, I am mentally staggered by it all. Nevertheless, when you DO Graduate, all this will be clear to you in your complete Higher Self form.

As for Monroe's story that you mention, I don't know what parable that he is trying to show with this rather lame endeavor to harvest some residual energy around an other dimensional Earth. Since he is no longer around to answer that, I don't pay it much attention. When interacting within your Higher Self or with another Higher Self, you may reassume any one of your incarnations and 'play', but that's another bit of information for another time.

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Q: Since reading the M5G volumes, I notice more lower astral activities that seem interested in putting obstacles in my path for advancing. This also comes from other people who are not the least interested in Matrix V materials. They don't want to let me move into this new area. Can you add some more insights?

A: Once you start to move above mid-Advanced levels, your vibration changes. This vibrational change relates to spiraling out of the Game and Graduation. BOTH polarities know that they will be losing a Game player and will do whatever they can to try to force you FULLY back into the Game. If you want to be 'safe', don't wake up. BUT that's the body ID'd way of thinking: safe & unchallenged mentally. Your Higher Self doesn't give a flying fuck about what the body ID wants beyond it serving the goals OF your Higher Self path plan, so you WILL Awaken and you WILL Graduate. The Rocky Road comes to ALL simultaneous path Higher Selves.

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Q: I know that you mentioned that the key lies with the baby boomer generation, which has the biggest numbers of individuals born in comparison to generations born after them in the USA. And you mentioned that "the indigo children stuff is pure crap". Are there any major differences between the generations, which include baby boomers(72 million), generation x (18 million), generation y(60 million), with regard to how many minion/low incarnations is within each? I would think the larger the population the larger the minions/low incarnations. The lower the population the more middle, advanced, dominant, and final. Thank you in advance for your comment, and keep up the good work. 

 A: While there are many minions in the boomer gen, with each gen that follows it, the number rises. I have covered the over-breeding that is going on here in the M5G materials. Your thinking is in error as it is sequentially based. Not only are the minion populations increasing, but so are the sequential Earthers. This is all part of the latter stages of EndGame. Minion incarnations did not begin with the boomer gens. There is no benefit to becoming fixated on the minions other than to know they are here. There are plenty of distractions to one's simultaneous path incarnation during this stage. The distractions are attempts to trap one in an experiential loop.
 

Q: I've read Matrix V Gold Edition - Quest of the Spirit three times and now currently on the second volume - The Graduation Key. I've been an object of bizarre, secret, and cruel electromagnetic mind control projects and related tortures (sub-projects) for some painful long years. They're quite similar (but actually different) to those manifestations around "The Montauk Project/Camp Hero" (where allegations concerned the creation of "things" and events by *human thought*, where every single brainwave is controlled; manipulated and/or influenced). Like Valerian covered in MIII (and others like him as well), there are a lot of targeted individuals like me, worldwide. I've never given consent for this and never will. The question is, does this really affects my spiritual and human progression as I understand that my Higher Self (godself) will personally intervene when somebody (read modern day Nazis and neo-cons) is/are decided to take and alter my own personal and individual thoughts; privacy, mental stability, and life-death objectives? Is this based on my personal decisions and ACTIONS instead of what these animals are doing with my thoughts and related secret "directed energy weapon-arsenal" and supercomputers?

 A: I can't answer what is going on in your life or decisions made by your Higher Self. What I wrote in the M5G materials holds for all Higher Self path incarnates. You are trying to judge your experiences from an incarnated, memory-loss point of view. For personal questions you have to look within for the answers. All I have to say on this topic is in the M5G materials or any potential future segments.

Q: A while back I had an insight and I wonder if you wouldn't mind commenting on it. I am not new to M5 material, in fact rarely a day has gone by over the past year and a half that I haven't read a segment of two (usually 4 or 5) . I have often studied the M5G cover art work trying to figure out what knowledge/clues could be gleaned from it. So the other day it hits me that maybe all or most of my incarnations are currently 43 years old which is my current age. The only exception might be those who died younger than 43 (astral residing) and maybe my final (slightly out of phase?). I 
know all my other incarnations are in different time periods but from a simultaneous HS standpoint are we all the same age at this moment in our respective time periods? Thank You. 

A: You are still thinking in a linear manner, so your assumption is incorrect. It is VERY difficult to drop linear perspectives while in the Game.

Q: A while back I had an insight and I wonder if you wouldn't mind commenting on it. I am not new to M5 material, in fact rarely a day has gone by over the past year and a half that I haven't read a segment of two (usually 4 or 5) . I have often studied the M5G cover art work trying to figure out what knowledge/clues could be gleaned from it. So the other day it hits me that maybe all or most of my incarnations are currently 43 years old which is my current age. The only exception might be those who died younger than 43 (astral residing) and maybe my final (slightly out of phase?). I 
know all my other incarnations are in different time periods but from a simultaneous HS standpoint are we all the same age at this moment in our respective time periods? Thank You. 

A: You are still thinking in a linear manner, so your assumption is incorrect. It is VERY difficult to drop linear perspectives while in the Game.

Q: I received my Matrix V - Volume II edition, and was unprepared for the emotional reaction that hit me when my copy was ¨released¨ from its package. Holding the graduation key in my hands released uncontrollable sobs from my person. I was so surprised I put it down, got a hold of myself, took a deep breath and picked it up again. Again, the same reaction, this time I held onto the book thinking that the emotion would subside. Instead, my emotions got the best of me, breaking into tears with the feeling of energy being drawn/or enveloping  from/into my heart chakra. It took me several more of these episodes that day before I was finally able to open the book and begin to explore the new material. What went on there? Is the cover ¨keyed¨ to elicit such a response? Or is this my HS sounding out with a sigh of relief?

 OVERWHELMED.....S.M., San Salvador, El Salvador.

A: Very nice. It is YOUR unique incarnational personal reaction to the energy of the book, pertinent to YOUR unique path and what YOU need. Since your incarnational path is unique, you will also have unique experiences NO ONE ELSE will have. The exact meaning and import of the experience is up to you, as you will see. Ask yourself 'what went on there'? Do not defer to anyone else ... Read the recently posted post-publication segment entitled "Proof and Path Events", 29 July 2004.

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Q: I just read that Kucinich has publicly decried the fear-mongering of the current administration. No wonder he didn't stand a chance to enter the the race, not only is he simultaneous in nature but he's the type to want to alert people to what's really going on! I also knew he didn't have a shot in hell when I was listening to a panel discussion among all the 9 original democrat candidates back in January, and he started saying something about how "our spirits descended into the material plane to manifest and do work from higher realms". What minion would ever vote for something like that? 

As for the indigo children it occurred to me today that as it is a new age phenomenon, it is being pushed / sponsored by the sequentials; and as it basically pertains to kids who are brilliant from an early age, they are discussing sequentials; so it is, in essence, a program from the sequentials to push not just acceptance of sequential incarnates on Earth among the current Earthers, but for us to treat them as holy as well! Another aspect to the sequentialization of Earth. Only very cleverly done, as most Earthers caught in the low advanced realm would do this unknowingly, thinking they were praising their own kind and ushering in a "new generation." A common thought in the low advanced realm is that we as a race are still evolving, and these sequentials are the next wave of our evolution. If only they knew! 

A: I agree on both comments with one exception to what you said in the second. The indigo children thing is not the darling of the low-Advanced, but rather the mid-Advanced under direction of sequentials. The New Age thing is very mid-Advanced. Remember the mid-Advanced IS the false plateau.

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Q: Does a Final incarnation have to have the ability to astral travel in order to meet its dominant incarnations. If someone's final lived in a time period where things like the Monroe institute didn't exist or where they possibly didn't know about astral travel. Or does SHIM make sure its final incarnation has knowledge of subjects like astral travel no matter what time period the final is in? I would imagine that if ones final lived in the stone age they obviously would be limited by the circumstances of the time period. 

A: The Final Incarnation has all the abilities that the individual Higher Self deems necessary FOR that Final to complete shim's mission. Your other questions demonstrate a lack of understanding of the M5G materials.

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Q: A new and curious experience has also happened that I would like to ask you about. In the emotional reaction to yesterday's events I was just short of exploding. Then it occurred to me to "send it home" as an experience. I released the powerful ball of emotion and felt it travel upwards and vanish. The visual association was the emotion going to my HS and adding to the energy/experience bank for the future. I tried this in a couple of different ways later with the same results. My question is this. Can we hold onto and linger in emotions at the incarnational level unnecessarily? Can we volitionally choose to release them to the HS thus consciously participating in the growth process? If this is true then it adds a whole new insight into the idea of being an experience collector for the growth of the HS. After the "conscious release" of these emotions upwards there was a whole body peace. It also seemed to educate me on the emotional fire aspect of the materials i n some sense revealing the idea of painting with emotions. 

A: Transfer of unwanted emotions to your Higher Self does not process them. You need to expel those outward. Unless you process them, you are only having half of the experience with them. Your Higher Self wants to experience the other half as well. You haven't grasped the concept of how/why the Higher Self is gathering experiences. Shim is not directly involved in it. That's the incarnations' purpose. So, learn not to try to pass the buck because it'll come back to you until you learn to deal with it.

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Q: I am going to elaborate on my last nights experience, because what you just wrote IS the answer I asked my HS for in regards to my struggle. I was almost exasperated at the increased 'pressure' or magnification that has been occurring in terms of desire for nasty animalistic sex. The breeding loop and marriage thing as I've mentioned before is very peacefully resolved. However very animal lust desires have been 'forcing' themselves on me. Up to the point that I was thinking of just setting aside one day a month to get an escort or something (not really but on a fantasy level) that I could use that as my "chocolate" to tame the horse, so I could have the kind of nasty animalistic sex that I 'involuntarily' crave. Involuntary meaning that it is seemingly imposed from 'outside' of ME and contrary to MY true desires. 

Then I came home to an email from a women offering me in almost the exact words of my own internal fantasies the things I am distracted by. It was so obviously an astral attack with her as the weapon reflecting what was going on inside of me. It was also somewhat uncharacteristic for her too which reinforced that she must've been an 'open door'. I immediately deleted the email even though I wanted to re-read it and savor the words and wrote a very firm response promising the termination of our friendship should this happen again. There have also been other obvious appearances of similar pressures to a lesser degree. 

I really got tired of and angry with this god damn struggle. I laid out under the stars, did the chakra meditation and stated my exhaustion and frustration of this fucking issue in my life to my HS. As an intuitive response began to formulate it was broken down into these categories. 

1) My desire for orgasm 
2) My physical desire for non-het sex 
3) The god damn commands from my genetics 

In regards to three, I could "see" my energy as a Higher Self move into and activate the genetic structure (as a byproduct of incarnating) that then took on its own energy form that subsequently activated other physical impulses and correspondingly produced thought images/impulses. Those coalesced into a command. This command had nothing to do with an urge towards orgasm. The next phase was remembrances of the past after incidents where I had obeyed the command. The relief of obeying the command had its own "rewards" independent of the orgasm pleasure. In other words, it became clear that obedience is programmed to produce relief and release on a non-physical level independent of orgasm. 

Then in addition to that I realized the imitation of the Higher Self experience of Melding mimicked by the meddlers in the much reduced physical orgasm was just a backup response/reward mechanism to stimulate the physical act. The imagery provided was based on the female form, particularly the breasts (just as I would expect from your other segments of how to get the repulsed original 'couples' together). 

When I was re-reading M5G the other day I came across the section that you said that the shorting out process would not be realized until the higher levels. Even though I wanted to have it explained, I decided not to write you and ask. This was a purposeful decision to trust my HS for the answer and wait. How cool to have last nights experience and then your new segment all at once. 

So in summary, I can see now my desire for physical orgasm can be differentiated from the meddlers command. When I hit my bi impulse and followed it (quite to my surprise since it was so "out of order" for me) I learned to associate physical pleasure with both sexes. The meddlers command associated with 42 years of association with female imagery is strong, but NOT stronger than me. Even though I can associate physical pleasure with both genders my desire for emotional union with either is at an all time low. This could be an intimacy barrier in general not associated with any gender in particular (but that's another story). Baby steps! 

Your segment today is PERFECT and explains exactly what I "saw" last night. It also answered my argument that if female/male genderization is present throughout the Universe, then why isn't it considered natural and why the fuck is it detrimental for me to enjoy it? If we as Simultaneous incarnates have a frequency signature that when combined with the meddlers genetic commands shorts us out now I understand. 

The only remaining question is what causes even an Awakened Final to avoid the shorting process? What are the consequences? Or why would an Awakened final not be able to "override" those effects. If you don't feel inclined to answer that I understand. 

A: Very good on your part. You are developing on your path nicely.

As for your last paragraph of questions...I can answer with questions. What causes an incarnation to avoid using drugs, getting drunk, smoking or any other destructive habits? Yes, we've all gone through these in lesser incarnations for the experience, but eventually the simultaneous path Higher Self has had enough of them as they are seen as repeating and loopish. A simultaneous path Higher Self will only spend so much time in a loop, then move on. 

I don't know what you mean by 'consequences'. What 'consequences'? Spiritual development over body ID slavery? It's not that one at my level avoids sex. It's that I refuse to have sex with the opposite gender. It wouldn't matter which gender I was - the opposite one will short me out. Even more sinister is a sequential incarnate in an Earther body deliberately trying to increase the shortening over a simultaneous pather. This happens much to the glee of the sequential. Sex is good and sex is fun but it's either alone or with another man, for me.


The Awakened Final DOES have victory over those effects by denying the body what it demands, obviously. You're looking for a loophole that doesn't exist otherwise. If you are not able to win in this, you have to proceed with cunts. It's your path, after all. Of course there are also consequences no matter which way you go. One will take you to the sequentially approved detour. The other may take you to further discovering who you really are. You can't have it both ways. Decide which is more important to you and go from there. You cannot be an incarnation that you are not. You must be true to YOUR path and not anyone else's.

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Q:  I have read all the M5 volumes and I know that M5 was written for very advanced and dominant and final incarnation. My question was that out of all the incarnations that fall in those categories as well all of the other advanced level incarnates only a small percentage of those received the M5 volumes. Unless EVERY single incarnation that is very advanced, dominant or final got the materials that means that some didn't. (not to mention the rest of the advanced levels). I was asking that why didn't some incarnations at THOSE levels receive the Matrix 5 materials. 

A:  Even so, the question IS answered by reading the volumes. That you haven't been able to comprehend the answer doesn't mean it's not there (more than once). I don't answer questions answered by reading the books and yours is one easily so answered. This should indicate to you that you may not be one of those for whom the materials are written. Nothing wrong with that. You are where you are, so push this aside until YOU can locate your own answer.

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Q:  I just took a few minutes to read a chapter from the book Synchronicity and The Seventh Seal by Peter Moon. Gee, is he mired in a maze of  mirrors or what? The entanglement of L. Ron Hubbard and Christianity is weird enough (I know this from personal experience), but those interwoven dead ends he refers to as synchronicity felt totally lifeless to me. In my brief reading, I didn't see or feel any evidence of freedom (or hope thereof) such as I've become accustomed to in M5. 

The power that was given to guardians, watchers and demons, made the HS seem insignificant and lucky if it snuck through this 'amazing infrastructure of evil'. Like Light was just a little trickle in a universe of dark. I don't know why it hit me so heavy emotionally. 

It also reminded me of the implied basic of scientology which is that you (the incarnation) are your own separate higher self. There is no accountability to any other level of power or being (excepting maybe L. Ron). You just drive yourself right into autonomous 'godhood'. If you encountered your HS on the way, they would instruct you to "destroy it" and reclaim your power. I guess what you get is totally lost until you 'crack' and/or cry out for some 'external deity' to save you. Then you have to strip the layers from that experience until you find YOU as your Higher Self behind it all. That would be a relatively fair assessment of the path I took/was led to get here from scientology. 

If you consider that in the belief realms there are entire areas set up to emulate a series of dark universes like what he writes about, you could spend forever in them (Yuk!). Kind of like Carlos Castenada's last book "The Art of Dreaming". To think I was all excited about talking to him on the phone and finding out he was an ex-scientologist. I'm very happy now that conversation started as an order for M5. I can see it is very unlikely he'll ever read it himself. It would force him to unravel his whole existence. 

A:  Peter seems to be very into external deities in his Seventh Seal book, which is a hallmark of the Game. He keeps looking for more and more of what is Dark polarity manipulations. The Dark is like quicksand and can swallow you up. 
Carlos Castenada was a Dark shaman. 

I see how many people are taken in by the ' genetic line Game' red-herring in regard to the knowledge they claim to seek. That these people will only consider those with the 'proper' magical lineage, like Cameron or Wilson, shows why they would not be attracted to Matrix V Gold Edition. If I used a ' name' that would make them think I'm of a 'magical' genetic line', then they'd be all over it. But since I'm anonymous, they are not interested. THAT tells you something. The knowledge they really seek is not cloaked in heavy mysteries and deep parables, but is plain & simple as the language of how Matrix 5 Gold was written and by someone of no 'magical' genetic lineage, for the information that they really need would never come that way. They are trapped by their own Game limitations and tunnel vision. Those who truly seek will find it, but not in the areas where mainstream occultists thrive. The Matrix 5 Gold materials succeed because they are not found where 'they' are looking for them. Those areas are heavily Dark-entity-watched which is why the Matrix V materials had to come from a totally non-connected area and succeeded because of that. Dark polarity has been wrongly focused on 
the obvious areas of occult power. The M5G materials were never meant to come from that direction, if for no other reason that the Dark was waiting to capture the information before it was made public. 

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