When I meet with a group of Matrix 5 readers, they are all very enthused about the Very Advanced levels and the Graduation process. This is the enthusiasm of the spirit in contact with information that has been promised during the latter stages of the EndGame session of the planet they are involved with as simultaneous path takers. Of course, everyone who reads M5 wants to be their Final. This wanting is a body ID’d concept and not that of the spirit. As a Final Incarnation, I know what is involved with the process (as do each of your Finals wherever in time they are on Earth). My questions to each of these people (and to you the M5 reader) are: Are you ready for what you invite to your incarnational path and are you up to the challenges that accompany this invitation?

 

It’s very easy to read the Matrix 5 books and, if you have reached a certain level of progression, to become caught up in the revelations contained therein. Yet intellectual knowledge is one thing. Putting what you have learned into practical and personal life paths is a whole other thing. It’s one thing to read M5 and to listen to my experiences, but are you ready to invite the challenging experiences into your current incarnation? Are you ready for the tears that follow Very Advanced choices?

 

My experiences were tough for me. I handled them, but they were difficult nevertheless. In the M5 segments, you are cautioned that these choices, the forks-in-the-road that are presented to the Advancing incarnation, are either/or in nature. I have known a few personally who were brazen enough to declare that they can have it both ways. They dared the Game to present these choices to them because they “knew” that they could handle it and keep both Game and Very Advanced perspectives equally. Even with my one on one counsel to these men, who were in my local area, I watched each fail to do what they believed that they could. I will give you two examples in this segment.

 

Person J: He met me at my work. I instantly recognized him via Higher Self connections in other lives. He had a fair amount of psychic ability and claimed the intent to learn “anything” that I was willing to teach him. “I want to know it all” was his constant attitude with me. I met him just before the Matrix 5 project was to start. My experiences with him are included in several Matrix V: Volume 1 segments. He thought that he was in total control of his body ID and was incorruptible by any outside influence. He invited the challenges that I now identify as Very Advanced path quests and he was indeed presented with significant fork-in-the-road decisions to make.

 

With each decision, I could clearly see where he would go no matter which choice he took. I advised him on what I saw. He didn’t want my advice because it meant that he could not have it ‘both ways’.

 

I invited him to travel with me to a psychic-related seminar in a southern state. At this state, I noticed a trio of Dark female witches in attendance. I dubbed them the Daughters of Darkness as I watched them weave their intents over the seminar’s attendees including J. They spun Dark energy threads around those who they wanted to drain energy from.  I told J what was happening, but he didn’t pay any attention until I severed the Dark energy threads they placed around him. He recognized his restoration, but was taken by their false, female charms. While J occasionally allowed his spirit to suppress his body ID, his spirit, in this incarnation, was never able to break this major Game loop of heterosexuality. The Daughters of Darkness saw this and played it for all they could. He allowed them to place their Dark threads around him again even with my warnings. He made his decision and I had to let him live with it. He was never the same again and got worse.

 

J’s psychic abilities rapidly declined and his interest in body ID het activities increased. Apply my segment on the shorting out processes of opposite gender activity to this story. J announced to me that he was going to marry a female (not one of the Daughters). When I looked at their charts, I saw instead a horror-scope of combinations. This would not work. It was sexual in foundation and manipulative on her part. I warned him again. He told me not to warn him any more because he can handle it and “have it all”. He didn’t even recognize that he had already lost a significant part with his rapidly diminishing psychic abilities. When J told me he didn’t want to be advised further. I honored his decision. He had made his choices.

 

To shorten this long story, J visited me last summer. He told me how miserable he is in this relationship and why didn’t I tell him more about this back then? I reminded him that he specifically told me not to advise him further. He recalled that. His decision also caused his vibration to become so Game heavy that we have drifted apart and he has become totally Game involved.

 

From my point of view, this is a sad state because of his potential, but it was still a major experience for his Higher Self. Remember, you cannot ‘save’ anybody and you must allow them to have the experiences that they require for their development. Allowing them to be what they need to be is also a test for you. Allowance is a higher position as discussed in M5 Volume 1.

 

   Person W: I met W under different circumstances than J, but both were in the same time period of the mid-late 90’s. W worked for a local bookstore and we had things in common. W also had a fair amount of psychic ability and interest. W identified himself to me as bisexual, although I never saw nor discovered any indication of this beyond his statement. W was interested in learning from me directly as was J, although neither liked the other, so I had to interact with them separately.

 

W also wanted to have it all from both Game and higher spheres and invited the challenges to prove that he could Advance. W also did not want to hear from me that he couldn’t have it both ways. W was able to meet my shamanic teacher on a trip we took and was with me when I had several significant experiences. In his case another Dark weaver came onto the scene and offered flattery and power options to W. This was what W wanted to hear, yet he didn’t get that from me. This initial Dark weaver put his mark on W and when he returned to his local area, W met this female Dark practitioner. I advised him about these types and the Dark weaving placed on him as well as the Dark entities encamped around his home.

 

One time shortly after that, W told me that he was attacked in his home by astral entities and was in considerable distress. He also told me that this Dark female was in his home at the time and just watched while he was being assaulted. I don’t doubt that she was the one who invited them to do just that. Yet W would not hear of it when I attempted to explain what happened.

 

Not long after this, I went to see W at the store where he worked and noticed an astral black collar had been placed around his neck. This collar came complete with a leash that was being held by the Dark female who came walking up as I was chatting with W. He told me that they would be getting married at her insistence. He did not want to hear anything critical about the arrangement, so I honored his decision and Allowance again was necessary.

 

Just before he moved from the area where I live, W came to me demanding to learn certain shamanic intricacies that would only be taught to someone who has completed an apprenticeship. I told him ‘no’. He said that his guide said that he needs to know this. I also knew this was not true and responded ‘then your guide can teach you’. That was the last I heard from W.

 

In this case, W wanted power and but did not want to do what was necessary to learn. He rejected learning by merit. W was willing to allow the Dark embrace to get power. Instead he wound up being controlled by Dark with a leash around his neck. Yet, this was the choice that he made. Dark loves those who want power for power’s sake. Dark offers the easy ways but always demands more than one can gain. Dark whispers that you can have it all. This is a valid Game experience, however unless one embraces balance (followed up by Balance as your Awakened Final), you cannot Graduate from the Game.

 

J will move beyond where he is wallowing in the Mid Game level. He’s had his taste of the Advanced level in this incarnation which had an effect on his other incarnations as well. My last communication from J, as an email last year, was that “I think about you all the time”. That was a comment from his body ID controlled spirit. J has been forbidden to be involved with me by his female controller.

 

W will move beyond the low-mid Advanced Dark levels as well. Their Higher Selves will ensure that in other time periods. W’s Dark female controller does not want him to have anything to do with me either so they moved out of state. On the other hand, both experiences allowed me to employ Allowance without attempting to disturb their path experiences. It also allowed me to observe the invitation of Very Advanced options by those not up to the spiritual commitment of choosing what they claimed to want.

 

Both of these people invited the experiences they were given. Both had the opportunity to choose either path. Neither was ready for what was thrown at them by inviting the challenges in. Both proved that they were not up to the more Advanced options that they thought they were here to experience. Yet they did have experiences that will assist them in the long run, from a Higher Self perspective. They wound up having the experiences that they needed rather than they thought they deserved.

 

So, when you invite the Higher choices to make, be aware that you will be given hard decisions. Both of these men knew what was involved and they chose the Game’s seemingly easier ways rather than the Very Advanced, far more difficult seeming ways. Neither was able to break their body ID loops in regard to sexual orientation and they were repeatedly shorted out in the process. Neither had the determination to sacrifice anything significant in Game perspectives for the Very Advanced path. Power was an issue more so for one, but the lure of power for power’s sake is Dark. That’s where they were at and, at my level, I must respect it and allow them to be where they choose to be.

 

For those who tell me that they are ready for the Very Advanced options, I always ask: are you really ready for what you ask?  You have thrown down your gauntlet. Experience and the Game will pick it up. How you fare will tell you where you are in the Game. You will have the experiences you require. How you handle them will determine what happens next.