Tests & The Higher Self 

Matrix 5 Excerpt 

Your Higher Self will test shim's incarnation for spiritual progression/Advancement. This is to see how the incarnation is faring over the body DNA commands. For the most part, the body has control in Low and Mid-level incarnations. This is for the pure experiences needed to develop.

Once you move/begin to dabble in the lower Advanced levels, your Higher Self will put, what I call, those 'forks in the road' to see which path you will choose within your incarnational Path. Depending on your choice, you can have relatively smooth sailing or be peppered with all kinds of difficulties. If you made a decision and you can't ever seem to get out of the problems (consequences) of that decision, your Higher Self is watching to see if shim's incarnation has the spiritual fortitude to overcome the body's will. When you make the spiritually based decision, rewards await your Advancement.

Your Higher Self allows freedom of choice here as learning experiences. You won't make a choice that will cancel any experience that your Higher Self requires, but there is plenty of latitude in 'other' experiences. The more Advanced you become is due to how you handled decisions for your incarnation. You WILL, for example, have to experience being BOTH polarities. Without those experiences, you won't appreciate Balance.

THERE IS NO WRONG DECISION, as such, BECAUSE you will STILL learn even if you choose the fork in the road peppered with problems. It's just going to take you longer to learn. An incarnation that chooses the problem-laden path can still switch to the other fork. The switch made, in that case, requires a stronger spirit tempered BY the consequences of shim's original decision.

Once you've TRULY learned from your errors or from following your spirit, you will Advance to YOUR next level. The more Advanced you become, the more different the tests become. You can have a test in the Mid-Advanced levels that would have been impossible for a Low Advanced level, but now you're at a level that can handle it BECAUSE you have passed lesser tests in the Low Advanced levels! 

Once you've overcome the body command of marriage, any future tests of that would be society-generated and not Higher Self generated. Once you've progressed that far with confidence, you can tell society to 'fuck off'! The more Advanced you get, especially into the Very Advanced levels, the more alone you can feel you are getting. People don't want to be around you because you don't vibrate at their slower rate. I have talked about this in Matrix V.

Now, a Final Incarnation will have different tests specific to a Final. These seem to revolve around the Laws of the Universe. For me, the Law of Allowance has been a common testing. I had a major test of this a couple weeks ago and passed it well.

Why all these tests? To prepare you, who IS your Higher Self, for higher densities. What you learn here will have you ready to function well in these higher densities. You have mastered the 3rd density, especially as an Earther simultaneous Higher Self.

I watched the last 1/2 hour of Contact tonight. When Jodie Foster's character gets to the alien planet, she asks the alien what the next step is. Now, her character is dead common Mid level, BUT still an Earther Higher Self. What the alien says is that her journey is but a step and they "move slowly" so Earthers will ‘have to wait for the next step’. That is SO sequential! He tells her "that's the way we've been doing it for BILLIONS of years". Yeah, and the sequential incarnating Higher Selves will STILL be doing it for BILLIONS of years after the Earther Higher Selves have graduated. THAT should tell you something.

Embrace the tests as events to demonstrate where you are. Your maturity shows through when you show you can alter decisions made in error. You don't fail tests in the way you might think. They are ALL experiences that we learn from. This should give you a lot to think about.

Tests & The Higher Self - Part II 

Matrix 5 Excerpt 

In the original message I stated how the incarnation faces 'forks in the road' of shim's Path. These forks in the road are part of the testing done by that incarnation's Higher Self. These are tests of spiritual progression. Depending on the level of Advancement, the incarnation will choose one of the two forks. Fork examples: should I marry this person or should I not; should I take this job or move across the country; and should I stay in a terrible relationship or end it. 

IF the chosen fork indicates spiritual growth (incarnational spirit subdues body ID), the incarnation will progress to new levels. 

IF the chosen fork indicates body ID over spirit, the incarnation is peppered with difficulties because of the choice. Body ID choices in Low and Mid level incarnations are expected and required, but once you enter lower Advanced levels, it is time to proceed to spiral out and spirit over body ID.

The constant difficulties are not the end of the matter in the body ID type of choice. The Higher Self WANTS the incarnation to learn and to choose better. These forks are viewed as body ID fork vs. spirit fork, but YOU would have to figure out which one is which when faced with these decisions. This ability to discern these forks for what they are comes during Very Advanced stages. 

If the body ID fork is chosen by an incarnation that is expected to spiritually Advance, not only is the incarnate faced with numerous, seemingly unending difficulties due to that choice, but that incarnation's Higher Self will assist the incarnation by presenting alternatives to the present situation with expectations that the spirit will recognize this, subdue the body ID AND change the original choice made. 

Once the body ID choice is made, you have consequences (spouse/kids/commitments of whatever sort) and in order to switch to spirit path, you will need considerable strength of spirit to accomplish the change BUT you CAN do it IF you want.

These alternatives may come to you as someone in your life showing you another way to proceed, something you read that wakes you up to your error or even enough pressure on the incarnation that the spirit overwhelms the body ID with 'enough is enough'. 

You are NEVER left alone by your Higher Self, who wants you to only succeed, but it's succeeding on the progression of spirit that counts. Your Higher Self will continue to nudge you hoping you make the right choice for YOU. The more Advanced you become, the stronger the spirit becomes and the more Higher Self driven you become. Subjugation of the body ID by at least 85% is necessary to spiral out, as I discuss in Matrix 5.

Higher Self Tests - Pass or Fail ONLY 

Matrix 5 Excerpt 

There are SO many people I know of who like to say how 'advanced' they are in the spiritual sense. They join those who say they are 'final' incarnations just because I talk about them. I've been listening to this hot air ever since I started getting the material ready for Matrix 5. I know a few people in my area (who know I'm The Author) who also claim to be a 'final' and 'very advanced'. (Note, I'm using small case letters on that for a reason).

Enter The Event of 9/11. I've never seen such crash & burn, knees knocking and teeth chattering before FROM these people who use to say how 'final' and 'advanced' they are. It seems almost everything they claim they learned was tossed out of the window. One even has the nerve to say she's still 'so advanced' but lapsed into flag wearing, physical ID and all the trappings of a mid-level. The deception is not to me, but to her.

As I've said before, your Higher Self will see you are placed in situations where you will be tested AS AN INCARNATION as a wake up call. When you say you are something, or are NOT, the truth will be known and then you will have to face that truth.

Here I've been expecting to hear from a couple of these 'final' and 'advanced' people and instead, not a peep out of them. I can hear the knees knocking & teeth chattering from the general areas of where they live. The probable thought being: 'if this came true after he warned it a month ago, what else may come true'.

I knew it was ALL wind from these people long ago. It's EASY to say you are something, but a whole other thing when actions are required to back up the verbal bravado. There are a few who seem to have done quite well with the Event of September 11th. Others have gone into hiding. Don't EVEN ask me who you are. I'm NOT your judge, but my observations are very valid. You are where you are.

Tests given by your Higher Self, as part of the Game progression, are Pass or Fail only. NO in-between. These tests are not for anyone else's evaluation nor anyone else's Higher Self evaluation. They ARE for your Higher Self to evaluate the status of that individual incarnation to determine what else this incarnation may need to experience or realize about shimself.

Those who have passed the first tests of The Event will move on to another level and will be tested again as The Event progresses on. Those who failed the first tests of The Event will have to re-evaluate their own positions on where they are and ARE NOT. If re-evaluation proceeds well, the incarnation can move on to other tests with a better understanding of who they are and, more importantly, who they are NOT.