Awakening 

Matrix 5 Excerpt 

I've used the word 'awakening' numerous times in the Matrix 5 materials and specific to the Awakened Final Incarnation. Awakening is a process. It is NOT an instantaneous action like flipping a light switch. The awakening process that I refer to happens in stages. 

The first stage is when the incarnated spirit moves from mid level incarnations and makes lower Advanced stages a significant part of shim's Earther life. This can occur, for example, when the predictive sciences (astrology, tarot, etc) gain and hold an interest for the person. Even if the person regresses back into common mid level, the touch of lower Advanced has altered the person and will continue to build on the spirit in other incarnations. It is the body that yanks the not-yet-mature spirit back into mid level, usually with the 'assistance' of other Game players (relatives, friends, co-workers ,etc) using guilt, fears and non-conformity as weapons. 

There are many other examples you can probably think of where the spirit tests the Game and shim's development by reaching beyond the standards acceptable to Game players. From this, you can see the general awakening is a long process involving hundreds of incarnations. Progress is made. Progress is slow, but it is still progress.

The next significant stage of awakening comes during mid-Advanced levels of progression. Religion is still, in most cases, a factor in mid-Advanced levels: New Age religions, wicca, Lightsiders and other similar polarity-oriented beliefs, although standard Game religions are abandoned by mid-Advanced level. It is when the spirit feels that ALL religion is 'not right' and there MUST be more that you are near the Final Incarnation. In the body related mode, you also become unsatisfied with marriage/breeding. You can partner hop and go through marriages like Zsa-Zsa or Liz Taylor. The restless nature stems from the spirit, BUT the spirit MUST break the incarnational loop (see my Matrix 5 segment on breaking this loop). 

You will not be able to break these loops if your spirit is not Advanced enough to make the bold choices necessary to progress. This can also take several incarnations, but by now, spiritual progress is Advancing rapidly and the body is losing control of shim. GOOD!

Dominant incarnations are a category all their own. In my case, one is Very Advanced, one is mid level and one is in a unique category. My Very Advanced is conscious of her role as coordinating Dominant due to her extremely Advanced psychic abilities. Yet my mid level Dominant is not conscious of her role, finds amusement in the psychic incarnation's serious nature and views the Dominant function as a dream. It is what each of the 3 or 4 Dominant incarnations offer to create the Final Incarnation that is important. The Final is the combination of segments of these Dominants which makes a totally new incarnation. You will understand all this and more WHEN you are ready to.

Lastly there's the Final Incarnation. This incarnation is not likely to be born Awakened, but shim does complete the Awakening process. The un-awakened Final can temporarily engage in mid level religions by being brought up in them. The spirit is restless early and by teen or 20's can trash upbringing standards to 'see what's out there'. Religions that shim is brought up in or dabbles in can be quickly dropped when the incarnation sees no progress, nothing new, but desires something shim cannot put shim's finger on...yet. The search for truth/the source is strong and will lead you along YOUR path to seek the experiences that YOU need.

Then comes the time when the un-awakened Final is met by the 3 or 4 Dominant incarnations. When this happens, you have now reached the BEGINNING of Awakened status. It's a whole new area and it takes time to process the huge amounts of information you will be given, not all of which will you consciously remember. It will take years, but variations occur with each individual Final Incarnation. The Awakening Final becomes the Awakened Final by a series of events that the Dominants set for the Final's self-awareness of shim's position in the Higher Self. This, again, is individual. When the Final reaches Awakened, the top level of 3rd density existence, the Dominant incarnations are no longer overseeing and always defer to the Awakened Final. Remember, ALL these incarnations are you. When the Final Incarnation is Awakened, it's only the BEGINNING of the end of one phase of progression and the start of the new/next phase.

Awakening, Anxiety & DNA Commands

Matrix 5 Excerpt 

When you are first getting up after a long night's sleep, it usually takes a person a while to become fully awake. The same is true for someone in the Advanced stages of progression. It takes a while to become Awakened. It is not until your Final Incarnation that is it possible to be totally Awakened. This is by design and is something all simultaneous Higher Selves are working toward.

While you are in the long Awakening process, you will find yourself in conflict with your body's DNA commands. 'Yourself' refers to your spirit. Depending on how Advanced you are, your control over the physical is demonstrated. I am very aware that many of the topics I have written about in the Matrix 5 materials have made most people (to varying degrees) nervous and unsettled. GOOD! These feelings are caused BY your body's DNA command structure as it senses you are moving contrary to how the body's alien masters have instructed. Here are a few of the topics that will cause unease in the not-yet-Awakened:

*Females - The current thrust by American and other Western females for domination over males is Orion Empire instigated. This is like a cat wanting to become a dog, a tree wanting to become a fish and so on. The purpose of the female gender (from the simultaneous point of view) was to have a totally different experience than the male, not to have an equal experience. This 'same experience' idea is sequentially incarnating trait and seeks to undo the simultaneously incarnating path. The current female problem is one of the most serious threats to the simultaneously incarnating path on Earth today. On the other hand, it is one of the most important features of the Orion Empire and the sequentials' objective in the Game. It is vital to be aware of this problem and understand what is behind it. You cannot escape the Game and graduate to higher matters until you are aware of this problem and your body has overcome the alien DNA commands to ‘serve the female’. Anyone who is uncomfortable with this topic is still struggling with their body's control. That is YOUR problem to work out. This is a powerful control and may not be overcome until your Awakened Final Incarnation.

*The concepts that 'good' is not necessarily 'good' and 'evil' is not necessarily 'evil'. The polarity bullshit is either one or the other with both opposites considering themselves 'good' and the other as 'evil'. The American government has been a ‘war criminal government’ in the Iraq situation since the early 90's when the American ambassador gave Iraq the ok to invade Kuwait, then the American government turned on them for doing what they ok'd. America is becoming a fascist state. America calls itself 'good'. It is not. 'Good' and 'evil' are relative terms. They are not absolute. Overcoming the deception of the polarities is another major goal of the spirit in order to escape from the Game and move into higher realms. If you cannot see the players for what they are AND continue to buy into their deceptions, you are not yet Awakened. America is currently a major evil in the world today.

*Religion is another alien control device to inhibit spiritual growth. ALL organized religions have aliens sneaking around somewhere to attempt to derail simultaneously incarnating Higher Selves.  Religion is another major incarnational event for the spirit to overcome. Religion steals your power away and demands you surrender your power to it. The abandoning of religion is yet another goal of the Awakening incarnation.

These 3 are just some examples of what must be overcome to depart the Game and win successfully. Do they make you uncomfortable but yet you still want to know more? The uncomfortable feeling is your DNA commands to obey. The desire to know more is your spirit calling. This is YOUR internal battle and one only you can win. The good news is that you eventually will win with your Awakened Final Incarnation.  

Awakened Final Incarnation & Self-Doubts

Matrix 5 Excerpt 

I am regularly asked by Matrix 5 readers if ‘they are’ a Final Incarnation or Awakened. These are people who are not ready for the M5 materials because if you have to ask, the answer is 'no'. These people are looking for external confirmations for something that can ONLY be given by your own Higher Self. I cannot tell you exactly where you are, BUT I can deduce where you are NOT by the questions asked of me.

The opposite side of this coin is the few people who outright declare themselves to be an Awakened Final Incarnation. This one is very easy for me to reveal as there are certain questions ONLY an Awakened Final Incarnation can answer and these involve their own Higher Self. It also serves no purpose for an Awakened Higher Self to declare shimself JUST for the declaration. Almost every Awakened Higher Self today will spend most of shim's time observing and gathering last experiences.

The reason why I declared myself was because of the Matrix 5 project which is unprecedented in 3rd density Earther history, either pre or post Atlantis, and this is due to EndGame and the need to provide escape hatches to Earther Higher Selves. I have discussed these issues in previous messages. ONLY those Awakened Final Incarnations who have a specific purpose for declaring themselves will ever do so. If they have no reason to call the spotlight on themselves, they remain silent observers gathering information for their Higher Self.

This gets back to an earlier message of mine - Do NOT play ‘wanna be’ and be happy with where YOU are in your progression. You are all your incarnations and somewhere in time is YOUR Final Incarnation. All the knowledge I've shared in the M5 materials will also be yours when it is your time. Be at peace with yourself and your own progression and Path.